berdamai.... namun tetap luka.

DI SUDUT KAMAR HATIKU - JAMAL ABDILLAH

Resah hatiku merindui
Terbayang-bayang anggun, senyum dan tawamu
Baru semalam rasanya bagai setahun
Pemergianmu tak tertanggung

Indah suasana tika bersama
Siang dan malam seolah di alam syurga
Cintamu itu cinta yang setulus jiwa
Dimana ku cari gantinya

Telah kulupa detik hitam selamanya
Yang menodai cinta kita
Tidak terdaya menahan takdirnya
Engkau abadi di dalam dada

Sepi dunia didalam riuh rendahnya
Pedih jiwaku tanggung derita
Patah hatiku kesalan tiada terhingga
Kau satu dalam berjuta

Kepada Tuhan tempatku taruh harapan
Engkau selamanya dalam bahagia
Cintamu itu biar kukenanginya
Di sudut kamar hatiku...

Sekadar coretan buat kenangan
Cerita kita di sini kuabadikan
Tinggi harapan semoga diketemukan
Di alam impian syurga idaman
Tinggi harapan semoga diketemukan
Di alam impian syurga idaman

sad. tears dropping.....

Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle. 

~ Phillips Brooks ~

‎"I asked Allah for strength & Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong, I asked Allah for wisdom & Allah gave me problems to solve, I asked Allah for courage & Allah gave me obstacles to overcome, I asked Allah for love & Allah gave me troubled people to help, I asked Allah for favours & Allah gave me opportunities.... Maybe I recieved nothing I wanted, but I received everything I needed." Alhamdulillah......

me, my life: past.future.

aspiration....

enthusiastic about the whole thing, my passion... optimistic. but, i'm torn inside. apart of me wants to be that person.
It breaks my  heart thinking of those things....

past.future.

came back exhausted. mind full of thoughts of present, past.
a lot has been done. a lot more to do... really want to do it.

God....I need you, your support...